| it's hard to think
when all i think
of is sorry...
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| "Pain is enevitable.
Suffering is optional."
i've been feeling really sick lately. my stomach has been acting up. i haven't been really eating anything processed lately and i decided to have a huge bag of doritos yesterday annnnnnd my stomach CANNOT handle it at all...
it's something so small and stupid but i used to enjoy eating everything and anything but my body says "no. you can't." and rejects it. so instead of going to school, i'm here in my jams typing away. type type type type type.
updates in life?
hmmmm....where do i start? :P
i've got my school plans all figured out. i'm staying home and keepin' it local. honestly i feel that i am not mature enough to handle living even slightly on my own and money is a major problem...so as much as i would love to go to a school 6 hours away and dorm - i have to be realistic. we just simply cannot afford it and i have responsibilities at home...like taking care of my lola (grandma) who's constantly sick and needs a translator at the doctor's office.
this used to bother me a lot, but i'd rather be secured then have to deal with loans chasing me 6 months later post-graduation...
i have a boyfriend now, and he's been nothing but great to me. it's a strange feeling being able to move on from the past and living in the present. him & i do get into disagreements sometimes, the days where i want to punch him for being an insufferable git...
:) just kidding!
i can't wait 'til summer...i'm supposed to go to Cali for a month. but we'll see...we all know how indefinate plans work...
take care everyone!
xoxoxo
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| "If your heart is
a volcano,
how shall you
expect flowers
to bloom?"
-Khalil Gibran
I've been feeling overwhelmed lately. I do the typical teenager thing, which is take on responsibilities without fully comprehending the responsibility of it all.
Wait, did that make any sense? haha.
my to-do list:
[x] college suppliment stuffs
[x] study study study
[x] have fun :]
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| it's all about b a l a n c e. gabi's to-do list: [x] italy in two weeks [x] all that work i've been slackin' off on [x] organize [x] optimism |
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